Sunday, January 29, 2012

I guess...

The press is mad at Apple now-
Why I'm not so sure-
It's not like every other fucking thing you buy isn't made in China!!!!

Why not go after the assholes who sold out American labor in the first place for their selfish fucking gain???
Yeah --- I'm blaming both!!!
The democrats and republicans !!!

The Unions and The Take it up the ass from Corporations, Banks, and whoever else is going to hire your regulators when you're done you mealy mouthed no spine hired by the people for the people selling yourself out government whores---
The mighty Journalists/
Oh...
Puppets on strings
Make a few arrests in the name of your "investigation" and call it a day fellas-

Sell your shit to somebody else-
You are so far out of touch that you'll have to have yourself surgically removed from your own ass---
That's what happens when you put stuff too far up there-
It creates this vacuum-
And you can't get it out-

Now it's your own head-
And you're too fucking stupid to see it-
I see it----
Omg I see it super clear and in 3D-
Premonition?
You betcha

Shit is gonna go down -
Change your spin
Or your heads are going to be hanging separate from your bodies
And the stuff in your pockets???
Nothing but paper...

Fucktards
Selfish dumb ass out of touch fucktards
Scramble like the little cowards that you are!!!!

I'm an ordinary guy---
Burning down the house- :-)
Read the lyrics

Just a normal single mom-
And I see it-
You won't fix it by throwing money at them fools!!!
For fuck's sake give them something to do besides plot your demise!!!

I know...

It's like groundhog day with no end...
I keep going in circles-
Like I'm chasing my tail---
I wish it twern't so---
It's actually worse
I felt more freedom then than I do now-
Now I'm questioned at every turn-
I can't even say what I'm truly feeling anymore- it is as though my hideaway needs a hideaway-

It felt less lonely when no one I knew was here...
Isn't that the wildest thing of them all?
I've said it before that Art is the reason-

I guess I do want to make a connection
To feel less alone-
Listening to the birds chirping helps
It does
Thank you.

I promise I'll break away from this circular reasoning eventually-
I have to because I can't even be honest here-
I have to lie to protect the people I love from myself
If that's not enough

It is enough
Not fit for human consumption
I wish to be left alone
I don't need your comments or your advice
...
You don't have the key to open my cage because you are in your own-

Socialism makes the incorrect assumption that men in power will always do the right thing-

I was a Marxist from the poor, almost dirt floor streets of Louisiana ...
Factory working parents
Refinery lights my backyard...
Fuck you...

What's your excuse ?

Spoiled children of affluence...
You're just bored-
Bored in your guilt---

Fortune's favor got you in a tizzy?


Disgusting ...

It isn't you...

It's me-
Just venting

I know I'm not all that great-
And believe me I'm not fishing for compliments-
I'm not-
I'd like to be talented, gifted- a natural at all things -
But I'm awkward
I'm not well educated
My memory fails me ...
I'm socially inept
My confidence and self esteem are-
Thin-
I can be lazy...
I feel isolated
Alien-
I tend to respond emotionally and I the physical response is so overwhelming that I literally have to separate myself from the situation-

So I avoid confrontation like The Hulk-
I'm better now but it's the same as someone shooting me up with adrenaline-

:-)

I can be narcissistic - surprise
It's a mask

I think I would've been happier-
Hunting for my food-
And living as one with nature

It's the language -
The language is killing us
Isn't it?
Breaking it down to the smallest parts it always comes back to the words
The letters- the meanings-
I want to sound smart dot I ?
Seriously??
Can you dig?

I'm digging-
Dig dig dig like a rabbit-
The rabbits
The holes
The slow moving molasses
Trolls and masses
Spread spread the ignorance
And so it goes-

Emesis basin please
I feel sick

AMuse me...

My mind is racing
Full of Rage, piecemeal knowledge
Bits and crumbs with nothing to spare
They'll spin it out of control without a care...
Fuck I don't want to rhyme
I don't even want to feed into the frenzy of mass ignorance.
The media. Mass media, feeding on itself- and IPO's for those who make -
Nothing???
You make nothing-
Just feeding frenzied fear for the masses to exchange amongst themselves in an uninformed fashion-
It's all the same-
Get me outta here!!!
Is it any wonder I could give a fuck-?!!?
Even the stuff I feel in my heart is "True" starts to unravel at the seams and I'm left with nothing -
Nothing but a big fucking sale-
A big sell-
A Prison cell-
A single cell organism--- moving in the cosmic sludge ---

Come and get me!!! Lord!!!
Please!!!
I've seen the guys behind the curtain and they're not cute-
I don't want my lizard reptilian ass standing on pedestal preaching to the masses about right and wrong-
Because I don't think it's my place!!!
What the fuck!!! I'm not so arrogant-
Learn for yourselves , can't you??!
Can't you learn for your fucking self??
You need someone to tell you what to know?!! How about empathy instead of apathy????

Yeah some people do it in songs but I'm not that creative and quite frankly-

I'm annoyed-
Why???
Why keep me here?
Seriously-

I'm not gonna follow some uninformed idiot!!!!
I can't handle it-
Talk about protecting free speech when you take down the very thug you are trying to protect-
You are your own monster-
Theft is not free speech
It's theft-
I'm not saying give the control to those who are trying to take it-

But be informed - don't be an idiot-
Geez-

I'm going to turn into a Tiger---
I feel better when I'm roaming around not confined-
Give me a sanctuary and let the predators populate-
Eventually -
You won't be watching from behind the fences-
No fences will be able to hold them-


There will be more of them-
And you will be consumed
By your own folly-
They will rip your heads off-
And eat them-
Without a care-

Yep

Thursday, January 26, 2012

How Current???

Kisses xoxo!!! Lol

13 Hours

Balls to the wall...
Last time I saw I break was 1100...

Stamina?

Don't ask me about stamina-

I can go all night-
If I want to-

And even now-

There's energy to spare---

;-)

Love

What a Joke...

Are they serious?
This is disgusting-
Someone left this in the waiting room .
Nice

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Angel

I'm doing it again
I'm down for the count
Tasting your words
There's No Way Back
I'm the Great Pretender
An Insider would say
she's too far gone
you want her to stay
She'll lead you Astray...
Lost in your arms
Forever in your eyes 
She's under your skin
Don't forget your disguise

Fly to my window
Rest your weary head
If my calculations are correct
We're already dead
Let Soul's meet again
At the gates of Hell
The demons are all slain
(I'm not keeping score)
We didn't go insane...
(Thank God)

And if He allows-
We can Love 
Just like we did before.















Stirring

How many line up
For a chance to sea
The bright and shiny Star
In all his Majesty?

I've already chased you...
You'll have to come to me-
I don't want your crown-
Or to sit upon your thrown
I don't want your soul
To call my very own

I don't want your name
And definitely not your shame
I've seen what that can do-
It's not for me, or you.

I want your love without regret-
I want to lick
the sweat
That drips
Between our
lips

Shhh...

Sleep....

Sleep to dream
To live
Another life unseen
I am the The Tiger
I am the Sun
The Mermaid
Swimming oceans of rhyme
Caught in a river of time
It circles...
Round and round
I've swam the damned thing end to end
To start all over
Again and again
It doesn't get old
Subtle changes here and there
Am I learning ?
Do I care?
It's a struggle
When he says "come snuggle"
Then don't talk to me
How can you say it's love?
When you don't know my soul
You don't know your own soul
Isn't that the goal?

I'm trying too hard
It's obvious isn't it?

I've been snorting Twitter and smoking YouTube too much lately.
Mainlining the news-
Huffing Wikipedia
My phone is my dealer
And he has been steady with the stream of goodies-

This isn't creative this is bleck! Blah blah bleck!!!
I need to hijack myself-
intervention!!!!
Step away from the electrical devices and no one gets hurt-
you have until 1313
Then go poop or something - lol
Little turds all in a row-
It's crass I know
But it just felt right to say it-
I wish it weren't so-
Stinky pooh
I honestly wish we didn't poop-
Wouldn't it be nice if we didn't have to-
If we only consumed what we needed? Biology doesn't work that way-
Biology is fascinating
Go read a book girl!!
This is ridiculous lol

The mermaid
Casts ribbons of moonlight
dancing on the waves at sea
Safe in nights's warm embrace
She swims the ocean deep
In my dreams I know
That she is me.